Today I wanted to share some of my thoughts on raising Ruby far away from home. We decided to have Ruby while we are in Wisconsin and all of our family lives in Washington State. Because we are new parents, we didn’t know what it was going to be like. But, I have to say now that we are three months in, it is equally a very special and challenging experience.
On the positive side of having Ruby so far from home, we get to create a bond as a family of three in a unique and beautiful way. There are definitely daily challenges of feeling like you are all on your own with no one to help, but there is also something so special about learning how to rely on your partner in a new way. The deep love I feel for Jonathan as we have entered this new world of parenting is hard to even put into words. And, equally the love I now feel for sweet, little Ruby is so strong. We are this small family learning to find our own way.
Some days Jonathan and I are bursting with so much love for Ruby that we miss her when she takes a nap. And, sometimes we just lay on our bed and stare at her in wonder. If you would have told me this is how I would feel before Ruby was born, I wouldn’t have understood. But, now it is just so clear to me. Having Ruby has been the very best!
But, on the other side of the spectrum, it is also very hard being away from home. Sometimes I feel like I am keeping Ruby from her family. She has such loving grandparents, aunts and uncles, and cousins, and it is hard knowing she doesn’t get to see them very much. FaceTime is AMAZING, but sometimes it just doesn’t do the trick when you wish your sister could come over for some coffee and help you raise your daughter (#amiright)! And, don’t even get me started on babysiting! I would die for just one night away with Jonathan, and I know if we were close to family this would be possible.
For now, it is important that I accept that fact that we are on the other side of the country raising Ruby, and find joy in the special moments that opportunity brings us.
Have any of you had children far away from your family? What has been your experience?